Perhaps I was suffering from weather induced depression. I was. I loaded my kids up on a Tuesday and drove to Idaho. As soon as I crossed the border into Idaho I felt my spirits lift and I started smiling. The moment I felt genuinely happy was the moment I realized I have been depressed. And even though I love my parents and siblings and children- it had nothing to do with family and everything to do with seeing an endless sky and the sun shining and the fields rolling...no more dark clouds or suffocating trees to cage me in. I loaded my kids up and drove 9 hours by myself even though my mom was leaving the next day to take care of my sister and her new (gorgeous, creamy, chunky) Lovely Lyla. That's how much I needed to exit Washington. Can you sense the joy???
Saturday, June 12, 2010
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I think we find joy in some similar things! :) My first winter in northern Idaho, I didn't realize I was depressed until the spring came and I remembered what happiness felt like! Also, after going to TN in March, I decided what I love is blue sky and being able to see around me. I think my dream piece of property would be a big green field in a place with lots of sunshine and big, puffy clouds! :) Maybe a few trees for a little bit of shade. Glad you got to have a bit of a vacation! Your family is BEAUTIFUL!
ReplyDeleteCool four-wheeling pics! What is the first picture of?
ReplyDeleteI love all of these candid photographs! I am so in love with these children! I wish we had kids at the same time. Have another one. Little Z is daaaarling. They are all getting so big and grown up! Depression is lame and so powerful. I heard that if you re-evaluate your routine and find a new passion that helps you get out of funks and depression phases.
ReplyDeleteHappy Birthday Jami
ReplyDeleteWe hope you had a good day and loved having you and your sweeet kiddies over!
We love you and think about you each day :)
Wish we were there! Looks like you guys had a much needed break! We love you guys!
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